Loneliness

I feel like the dating well has dried up. I haven't met anyone new in quite some time now and I find myself wanting to call up the old ones to see how they are and I know that is the worst thing I could do.  I keep trying to tell myself to use this time to work on myself but I guess I have had too much alone time today and it made me realize that I am alone.  I do have some wonderful girlfriends but they can't feel the void completely and they have lives of their own. I've been trying to concentrate on the blessings in my life and praying for contentment because this seems to be what I struggle with the most. I have my own home, a car, a good job, wonderful parents, a cousin who is like a sister to me and is also my best friend, my dogs, good neighbors, good friends and my health. This should be enough but it feels like something is missing. I don't have anyone to share all of this with. I want someone to share this with. I often wonder what God has in store for me and I certainly should be paying for patience because that is a virtue that I am certainly lacking. I just wish I knew what my purpose was in this life.